It all circles back to her. No matter what I do, what I think of, where I go, it all leads back to her. Every decision I make factors her in. Every waking thought some days is either her or me trying very hard to not think of her.
And somehow I’m the midst of this I keep pushing her farther away. I’m sure she’s just getting closer to him too.
I can’t do this. It will not last, it will break me entirely. I’m starting to lose more of reality each day.