you needed me not

I wish you needed me, now. I wanted you to not be able to live without me. I wanted you to need to talk to me, to need my voice, to need my comfort.
I want you to be strong enough on your own, and yet still choose to need me and prefer it rather than not.

But we don’t get these things. I don’t get them, I don’t get much. The flicker of passing friends. An empty day that I can’t do anything but think of you and look at you and re-read all you’ve said. 

I wish you chose to need me.


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